Friend or no Friend

I don't have lots of friends but the ones I do have mean everything to me! So when they do things that they know will hurt me or make me mad just shocks me! I have a cousin that I use to be really close with and now she just looks down on me! She is a christian and she kind of forgot that she isn't perfect! I REALLY don't understand people sometimes! I know I'm not perfect and not nice all the time, but I don't do things that my friends aren't going to like! I also don't judge them! All I really want is a friend to just love me and treat me right! I don't know about you but I don't think that's alot to ask for!